The Knowing

This past week has been treacherous. These feelings and thoughts have been haunting me and they seem to be demons to my brain and heart because they just won't leave me alone. Getting brushed off, showing my place, I am trying to read you. It's too hard to read someone when there were parts and words missing. My heart is in my stomach it feels so sunken and I shake at the thought of something terrible. This monster is attacking me and don't know what will be left of me. This creature has been here all along, you kept it away. It has dark, pitch black eyes that can stare into you and you are paralyzed. What do I do now being paralyzed?