Summer?

Hello hello fellow people.

I'm going to be a crazy, pmsing female teenager at this point because I don't give a fuck. Don't judge, don't even read if you don't care or are just going to say stupid shit. I'm just putting this down somewhere, being stupid and viral and shit, and that's it. Not looking for anything or sympathy or advice. Just a pair of eyes and possibly a brain to go with it if you wish.

Never been so confused. I'm just waiting for High School to be over so there is jsut less drama in my life. A week left of classes then I have 2 finals (fuck yeah). I'm just letting things fall into places where they want to be, I don't want to make decisions anymore. Call me immature if you want or even stupid but I'm doing what I want. I don't care what happens to me anymore, if I get hurt, then koodos to me. Don't be standing there telling me 'I told you so'. I want to get this all into order. I want to stop stressing. I want to go out and have fun, take life seriously and grow up. I want to have those experiences that I never got to have. I want to go out and have fun, but obviously I fucked that up too. I am just so awkward and shy, it's ridiculous!

Anywho, that's my rant of the evening.

Ciao.