You just can't forget things. You try to get over them and push them to the back of your mind so that things just aren't broughten up. The worst part is the fact that something happened and you wish you didn't know. It's like an image you see or a catchy stupid song in your head and even though you forget about it, it's still there. When there is nothing else think about or you overthink it always seems to come back up. Even on those nights when you thinking about the world and life, that one thing will come up and it may be good but it is usually bad, and then you keep thinking it over and over again. There is nothing you can do about it once it's there. It's engraved into your brain! The only way I know how to deal with this, is just think about something else after I am done with those thoughts and wait for another time it'll pop back up in my head. Each time it hurts.
(Not meant to make sense, only to me)
Friday, May 27, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
Victoria Day eh?
Bonjour et salut!
Been a while since I wrote on here yes, but I do have a reason. I was going to the day after me and Jason's anniversary but it just so happened that the blogging site was down for a while and I just never came back on.
So, since my last post, I have had my one year anniversary with Jason. Been going to school, gone to a rave, and had this long weekend, which today happens to be Victoria Day. I have also become addicted to a favourite DJ of mine named Skrillex. I apologize for the lengthiness of this post.
So for our anniversary, I decided to surprise him with a little card and Armin Van Buren 2 disc CD because he was leaving that weekend to Calgary to go to Armin's concert. I decided to dress up a bit, which wasn't necessary, but we chose to go to Amigo's. I tried something I've seen but never tasted before, this salad in a taco bowl with beef. It was awesome! Then I decided to take Jason out to a nice little ice cream shop and buy him and myself ice cream. So flipping good! Came home, changed into comfiness and I looked like more of a dude than Jason in a baggy LA sweater, skinny jeans and large Nike shoes while he wore my hello kitty belt and bright pink toque, and we went for a nice walk. Came back home and went on chatroulette and fooled around on there. That was the best and first anniversary I've ever had. Hopefully more to come... eh? (:
School sucks lately, only academic classes I have are christian ethics and English, which suck! In clothing I just started and am almost done my skirt. Hopefully it turns out!
The rave on Friday was called Temptation 3 and it's a biggie! It was so much fun. Unfortunately, Jason couldn't come but it was just me, Sabrina and Dylan. Me and Sabrina wore masquerade masks, fishnets, short shorts and tank tops and we still melted until we were a puddle on the floor. It was ridiculously hot, most I've ever sweat at a rave! Dylan was so funny because he wore a purple morph suit with a toque. That purple man got a lot of attention that night!
And with this long weekend, it was amazing. Went out each night. Had an absolute blast. Now I just have to look forward to graduation and summer starting. Best of luck!
Stay awesome!
xo
Been a while since I wrote on here yes, but I do have a reason. I was going to the day after me and Jason's anniversary but it just so happened that the blogging site was down for a while and I just never came back on.
So, since my last post, I have had my one year anniversary with Jason. Been going to school, gone to a rave, and had this long weekend, which today happens to be Victoria Day. I have also become addicted to a favourite DJ of mine named Skrillex. I apologize for the lengthiness of this post.
So for our anniversary, I decided to surprise him with a little card and Armin Van Buren 2 disc CD because he was leaving that weekend to Calgary to go to Armin's concert. I decided to dress up a bit, which wasn't necessary, but we chose to go to Amigo's. I tried something I've seen but never tasted before, this salad in a taco bowl with beef. It was awesome! Then I decided to take Jason out to a nice little ice cream shop and buy him and myself ice cream. So flipping good! Came home, changed into comfiness and I looked like more of a dude than Jason in a baggy LA sweater, skinny jeans and large Nike shoes while he wore my hello kitty belt and bright pink toque, and we went for a nice walk. Came back home and went on chatroulette and fooled around on there. That was the best and first anniversary I've ever had. Hopefully more to come... eh? (:
School sucks lately, only academic classes I have are christian ethics and English, which suck! In clothing I just started and am almost done my skirt. Hopefully it turns out!
The rave on Friday was called Temptation 3 and it's a biggie! It was so much fun. Unfortunately, Jason couldn't come but it was just me, Sabrina and Dylan. Me and Sabrina wore masquerade masks, fishnets, short shorts and tank tops and we still melted until we were a puddle on the floor. It was ridiculously hot, most I've ever sweat at a rave! Dylan was so funny because he wore a purple morph suit with a toque. That purple man got a lot of attention that night!
And with this long weekend, it was amazing. Went out each night. Had an absolute blast. Now I just have to look forward to graduation and summer starting. Best of luck!
Stay awesome!
xo
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