You just can't forget things. You try to get over them and push them to the back of your mind so that things just aren't broughten up. The worst part is the fact that something happened and you wish you didn't know. It's like an image you see or a catchy stupid song in your head and even though you forget about it, it's still there. When there is nothing else think about or you overthink it always seems to come back up. Even on those nights when you thinking about the world and life, that one thing will come up and it may be good but it is usually bad, and then you keep thinking it over and over again. There is nothing you can do about it once it's there. It's engraved into your brain! The only way I know how to deal with this, is just think about something else after I am done with those thoughts and wait for another time it'll pop back up in my head. Each time it hurts.
(Not meant to make sense, only to me)
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