Hey all you guidos and guidettes! Watch Jersey Shore! Going to be an amazing season, I say.
Anyways, had the cutest little date/meet thing last night. I really don't know what to call it. Went with my bestest boyfriend in the entire world, my bestest best friend in the entire world, and my boyfriend's awesome funny friend. Here is how the night started:
Picked up Sab-Jab, since I was late, we just got booster juice at the mall. Got Jason and headed over to the rink at the Bes. Amazing scenery by the way, I'm not this corny usually but man it would have been super nice to take pictures, and it was a bit chilly but not freezing your toosh off chilly. Carrying on, best place ever! Has free skating and free skate rentals. To be honest, I haven't skated since sometime in elementary school, and I'm in my senior year... been a while. Got to wear those hockey skates for the first time in my life, great! I looked like a true dork too. Kitty ear touque with canada mittens and just layered! Back to the skating, it was a cute little night we had planned. My boyfriend's friend recently broke up with their partner, and I feel bad sympathetically. So, since Sab wants to meet boys I decide, and Jason helped, to intoduce them to each other! It was a great night of skating, nice weather and nice rink. Got to be with three awesome people and guess what! I didn't fall, yet there were close moments. Boyfriend over here was showing off since he was a speed skater when he was young... hehe. We all just fooled around for the most part.
After all that, we decided to go to Timmy Hoes (Tim Hortons) and grab some warm drinks and food. Had a nice chat. (By the way, MAN was Jason a cutie skating with me... just putting that out there) Then I had to take Sab home because her father had an early curfew for her... poo! We went back to Jasons house and the three of us chilled out and watched television. I got to sit there through their bro talk, I was apparently bro enough to listen to it and about how attractive women are. I faded in and out, and was cuddling with him so I didn't care about his 'half' opinions.Funny thing happened, I was talking to Jason about his friend and my friend... wink wink. And was telling him I want to ask what he thought of her but it may come out awkwardly and he was like I can ask, and this is all being whispered. Then, Grayson peeps up and tells us he knows we're talking about him and I just cover it up saying I was just telling him my curfew. Jason, being the bright trooper his is, says "Yeah, what is your curfew anyways?" Haha, great job. I kind of tried laughing a lot to get off the awkward topic (because it's usually something you normally don't talk about face to face). Got the answer, and eventually Grayson left to go home. Leaving me and Jason, he's such a sweet heart and I am still getting used to the fact that he's mine. Hehe, I WUV IT!
ANYWAYS:
Sorry for killing your brain cells just reading this about a night I had last evening, but I just felt the need to put it out and haven't made a post in a long time. If I get time from this stressful month I will try to post another one.
On Another Note:
When do you think you're too comfortable with someone? Since I want me and Jay to last, I control myself. I know what it's like to have someone constantly messaging you, over protecting you, needing updates where you are and what you're doing, saying what you can and cannot do. I guess I sort of got used to the clinginess, and always talking about us, us, us. I know that's not what a relationship is now. It's agreeing and compromising for someone that you love. Doing anything you can for them and their happiness becomes a main priority to you. They become the reason you breath in the morning and the reason to wakeup. They are the one you constantly check your phone for to see if they texted you. The one you count down the days until you see them next. The one that you can commit to with no worries and trust them with all you have, the only worries you get are because you care. The one you want to show to your friends, not to brag about and show what you got but to show them encouragement and know that there is someone out there for everyone. I believe everyone has that one person that they will meet that has been predetermined in their life. I'm not saying I have found that because it's only the future that holds that secret and I'm not a crazy person that is saying I found him for the rest of my life because I am only in grade 12, but I kind of hope I did. I hope that the search is over now, because there is no one else that I could think of that I would be more happy with than Jason. I want us to last as long as possible. Also, my silly goal is to not fight for a year. So far so good! (:
Going on 8 months soon and super proud and happy with what we have. Anyone else looking for love, trust me... you will find it in the most crazy enough ways. You just have to wait and you'll know it was at worth it and it will come at the right time.
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