I have been thinking a lot tonight. Yeah, doesn't happen much in my life eh? Anyways. I know the point of life and living is to have the living/full life experience but I know that when you die you don't take anything with you. I'm not going to say there is a heaven or hell, maybe even you go into a deep painful sleep and have those black dreams you don't remember? What if life is a dream. You get the nightmares and you get the unimaginable. Kind of like a "pinch me" moment.
Is it a bad thing that I want be to older and get my life started? Be truly more independent. Be able to experience this so called life. See what this world actually has to offer. Why does happiness always have to go? See, you're overjoyed for a certain time then it always has to end. Life lesson right there. You'll be happy with life and happy to live; we are going to have to die some day, and who knows when that will happen. Maybe on an icy highway, natural causes, or at the wrong place at the wrong time. Sure, I agree that life is a great gift and not a privledge but really, do these nightmares have to come along with it. Why can't there be no religion, everyone stays with there own beliefs and not make an organization out of it. Sure there are common interests but really to be having war, poverty, all this? It's ridiculous.
If people hurt other people, are we suppose to not get close to one another? But; yes yes, I know we are too social and drama driven to do that. Which I think people need to stop being so egocentric! But what is there to lose? It's just kind of getting to me, when will one person be happy forever? There will always be something unhappy in their life, in everyone's life. May as well raise hell while your here or try to make a difference?
What do we do now?
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